honestly, i hate giving head. i hate giving head more than i love receiving it. in every relationship i try, but i run into the same problem. it makes me sick. while im doing it im fine, and it doesn't bother me. but I'll be doing something a few hours later, and the smell that was perfectly fine when i was going down will wash over me and make me completely nauseous. then the taste will start getting stuck in my mouth, the same taste that didn't bother me before starts making me want to vomit. no matter how much mouthwash i use or no matter how many times i brush my teeth. it won't leave me alone until i completely put it out of my head.

i know it's psychological. but i just can't make myself like it. i know dudes that love going down on their girlfriends. and i have nothing against it. i just can't like it, it always grosses me out after the fact.

i talked to my girlfriend about it. and she got all defensive like "i take care of myself!!" i told her that i wasn't saying she stank or tasted bad. it's just that every time i remember it the smell and taste come back and i get sick to my stomach. then she was like "if you're trying to tell me you don't want to go down on me anymore then i won't go down on you either." to witch i replied "deal."

now she's really mad at me, but im thinking she just doesn't realize how much i don't like it. i would never ask her to do something she didn't like. this is a really ridiculous reason to be mad.