(((((((Berries)))))))) It may not be anything to do with the bipolar and is a response to the flashback. I feel very much like that if I have had an experience and my anxiety gets triggered. It is an intensely exhausting experience. Take it easy, realx as much as you can, and good for you for getting intouch with your doc. HUggs, honey. It's going to be OK. I'm pretty sure of that.