When was the last time you went to the doctor for a physical? Could something medically be going on?

I would call your doc and make an appt with him, he can tell you if you need meds and will be able to figure out what is right for you. To me, it sounds like this has been coming on rather suddenly for you, but if not, then I would start with your doctor.

In my personal laymans opinion, it's what I go thru with my depression. I've lost a lot of friends, and alienated a lot of family in my spriral downward. There are a lot of resourses here and maybe even the Sanity Test may give you some insight into what your feeling. This way you have something to take to your doc to get the conversation rolling.

And maybe it's just taken this long to notice because you were turning it inwardly? As per your comment that " I was only hurting myself"... I found after I hurt a few people it was time to truly look inwardly at myself and figure out what was going on and to take some action.

I'm also sure someone a bit wiser than me and not so knew will have the links I mentioned shortly... I haven't the savvey they do to know where exactly things are yet...but keep reading!! Research has helped me a lot....and I have found this site and the people here to be more than willing to help, no matter the problem, fear, whine or vent!!