Thank you all so much for your thoughts and comments... Just got back from the new T. She's nice enough. I didn't really feel any connect with her but at the same time we definitely didn't have any personality conflict. I told he up front about my experience with that pdoc and she was very understanding and saw several times where she asked me questions that I felt uncomfortable and she just said, relax and tell me... you're not going to get in trouble. I have an appt with her again at the end of next week which is fine. I will keep seeing her for a a few sessions and go from there I suppose. I see the new pdoc in 3 weeks so we'll see. My old T is supposed to call me in about an hour and that'll probably be the last time I talk to her then since I have a new T for now. Kinda dreading talking to old T because I like her being there for me. I'm kinda scared to move on to a new life again. Thank you all again... I appreciate all the positive support around here. Always helpful!