Oh Heid {{{{super major strong caring loving hugs}}}}
This has to be so painful for you.
You did the right thing writing that letter. You were very openand honest and I admire that so much...it had to have taken alot of courage and strength to not only jus twrite it...but give it to her. And the waiting must be agony.
I know what my own repsonse would have been had I ever gottena letter like that from a friend...and a close one at that. But I wont begin to try and speak for someone I dont know.
I recall you sayin she had said she read it and it gave her alot to think about. I will forever hope for the smallest chances. Maybe something is going on in her life that she cant share? You said she was liek you? I knwo "you" have a hard time opening up. Its a long shot but it could be. I dont understand her silence either.....but I do always try to be positive.
I wish I could say keep hoping....I really dont understand either.
Youare a beautiful, caring person Heid.....try to think positive and soemtimes things are out of our hands. Not because of anythign we do or dont do...it jsut happens and is so completely out of our hands. Its sad and its hard.
My heart aches for you Heid....wish I could hug ya for real
Much Love,
Jenn