Thanks Shez. I have mentioned my nightmares to my pdoc before, and he asks what they are about (mostly about me being horribly killed or continuously tortured in any number of ways, but often with my mother as the culprit). I've had nightmares my entire life, I mean BAD nightmares. Sometimes I'll even wake up crying or in actual pain. He contributes them to the constant and unrelenting fear I have of my mother. Its unbelievable what a malicious parent can do to a person and how long those things will bother them. I don't know if I will ever get past the abuse I received from her.

As for meds making them worse, its seems impossible, but I know you're right. Not impossible that they can cause nightmares, but just impossible they could make mine much worse.

I just hate the days that the nightmare hangs over me all day long. Oh those are awful!

Thanks for listening.