I am anxious. I have always had a tendency to be that way. Even the weather can set me off.

The next few days have really put the wind up me and I am scared. I am on 4mg of Paxam a day. They come in weekly packet. I have no spares.

This morning tears were pricking at my eyes but they wouldn't fall. Maybe crying would have released some of the pressure that a lot of us feel. that I feel right now. I went to respond to so many posts and just kept on running away.

I am seeing my shrink and am going to ask him for spares of Paxam. I doubt he will though.

Grrrr and bleah and I'm scared.