Thanks for all the nice comments, esp. Patricia. I haven't been on in a few days, so I'm just gettig back to you. Yes, it is a struggle,. I limit myself, eat healthy, but moderate a lot of studff. Like if there's a work party(like I had tonight) have onlytwo pieces of pizza and a slice of cake, make up for it the next couple of days. It's just when I let myself get out of control is when I have problems. Usually it's related to an addiction of sorts to ordering food for delivery- that's the hardest- but now I force myself to buy and cook my own food, it helps lot, bu I still struggle everyday with it.