Forgotten,
Thank you for reminding of alot of important things. I know I am not to blame and I know I didn't do anything to make her not want to be friends. She si dealing with her own issues and I don't think I will get to hear "why" explained. That is hard. I do want to know why because maybe then I can tell her it's ok.
It just happened all of the sudden and there must've been something that made things change so much.

I am really confused and hurt. I was already feeling lost and hurt and this is a new blow.

I don't have a choice but to give life time and see but I am running short on hope that I will ever have special people in my life. They seem to keep leaving. There's not much left.

I know you are having a hard time not isolating yourself too. Please can we help eachother not to give up and not to be so hurt that we close ourselves off. It'll be hard but maybe together huh?

Thank you for caring enough to write to me today. You are special. I can feel the warmth and love.
Heidu

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.- Alexander Graham Bell