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Originally Posted by looking4polaris
For me, it's boredom. Nothing is exciting enough when I'm manic (how many different jobs have I had?) and when the crushing depression sets in, there is nothing in the world that can motivate me to do anything other than breathe in and out all day.
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YES YES YES YES YES!!!!! boredom.
unrelenting, crushing boredom. nothing is fun, nothing is enjoyable - it's not living, it's simply surviving. which makes suicide seem a lot more attractive for me.
