Do not read if you are easily triggered.

I am in suiciadal mode. I feel like my life is nothing. my father just told me that I am the screw and I cause all the problems. It's bad enough that the holiday's are coming and it's very hard to just enjoy the reason. My T is out of town. I know I can always call him though. I just feel completly dead inside. I know know who to trune too. Some one please help me!!!!!