Breathe, and seek real-world help. You are far more important than what your father thinks or says of you.

If others are constantly blaming you "for everything," it could be a sign that you are the one most obviously reacting to and reflecting those others' dysfunctions. That's a bad place to be in, taking the blame and believing you're to blame for others' problems.

((((((( Tryingtobeme! )))))))