After all of my hard work earlier this year to lose the 13 lbs I gained after a breakup i've completed gained it back. The good news is that i've found a really great guy to be with. The bad news is that since dating him i've stopped exercising, started eating dairy and eggs, started eating way more often, and drunkenly told him of my issues with food. I feel like i'm force fed. Or that he'll get mad if I don't eat or express that i'm feeling fat. I know this comes from love, but it doesn't help and ultimately I feel big. I've resolved to eat half of what I have been eating and cut back on the fatty **** i've been devouring lately. Also to cut down on alcohol consumption. My clothes don't fit anymore and unfortunately, his kind words and encouragements don't how I feel about fix that. I should have never told him.
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