Not a bad nights sleep - talked with a friend until just before I went to bed and it seems to really help alot.

Feeling sort of weird this morning tho. Mark says he couldn't fit all the stuff he was meant to take into his car - says all his stuff from moving out is still in there but that he will get rid of it when he can. I signed up with a property manager yeserday and organised all the landlord insurance so at least the place is ready to be leased out in the new year.

I am ok but have the occasional sad moment - this is one of those I guess.
I do love him but not the same way anymore and I feel like I do actually want friendship for different reasons now. Not to get back with him just to have someone else in my circle of friends that knows me so well.
He says it feels arkward and asked me why. I said he has to figure it out for himself, could be that he's only just dealing with the break up now or that he feels that there are feelings between me and him that aren't resolved.
I felt weird about it before but now I sort of feel just fine. Not planning on being friends that see each other too soon, as it would be to soon LOL but just the occasional text message is nice

I've come a long way and now I can sort of sit back and look at the whole thing from a different perspective... I feel in control of my life and I am enjoying the good mood (the more good moods the less I have of the bad!)

Hope everyone is having happy holidays and that they are all well