Well unfortunately I probably wont need to come here for advice anymore. I broke it off with my GF last night because I simply couldn't take it anymore. It's been too hard on me with all that she is doing. I had to do it through text messaging because she refuses to speak to me anymore, let alone even take the time to see me, which in the end led me to believe other things were going on behind my back. Anyway, I said some pretty nasty things that I dont know if I could ever forgive myself for, let alone have anyone forgive me for. While I took comfort in all of your strength on this forum, I must apologize for not being as strong as anyone here, I can only hurt so much and she has just destroyed me over the past month or so, maybe not through any fault of her own, but the way she has been acting it almost seemed like it. Anyway special thanks to those such as Spiritual Emergency who have tried to help here, but the communication was just to the point where I coulndt reach her anymore, and she would start a fight every time I tried to communicate with her. Yes I'm upset and with it didnt have to be this way, but maybe it is for the better. I dont know. Hugs to all of you, and thank you for your help. Maybe I'll pop in some time to see how everyone is doing.