Aw,DKWTD sorry it had to end this way. Like the other folks here, I really hope you don't tkae off forever. Don't worry about being strong. A lot of times, it's just not the issue in a relationship. It takes tow to play, and if she isn't playing, than it doesn't matter how strong you are. You can't go it alone. Huggs, and a Good Holiday in spite of your loss.