Woah there Whoswho!!
Im new here, but I've already seen the help you have offered to others on this site! So youve helped out other people a lot... What's going on with yourself?
None of us are a lost cause...if you heard that your closest friend or family member was feeling that bad, what would you be saying to them now?
Dont forget - if youre feeling hopeless - please contact someone to discuss things properly, check out the resources here at psychcentral.com/resources/Suicide_and_Crisis
(sorry the link dont work but Im not above my fist 10 posts yet)
post back soon.
Matt c