Saw my care co-ordinater today.They decided supporting housing wouldnt take me and want to put me in what they call a nursing home.They have said "Blair House" and there is a place available.I will visit next week.
I'm a bit sad.Reality is setting in.
I have to give up my house Because im such a high risk to myself.
I dont take things serriously enough.6 psych admissions in one year!
Amongst many serrious things that have happened.

I dont want this,im just a failure,I'm all wrong!