(((((((((((NOObinburg))))))))))))) I don't know, hon, where I am I don't see normal people being all that much happier, just morein control. They fake it just like everyone else. You know, checking out isn't much of an option. You know this is going to change. Do you have a pdoc to check in with? Are you sleeping enough? Can you try to choke down a wee bit more food, dear? I would willingly send you chicken soup if Ii could get this computer to take it through the scanner
Honestly, is there anyone IRL you can talk to or spend some time with so that you aren't completely alone and feeling like this? Hugs dear. I really am hoping this blows over sooner than later!