Treehouse thanks! Sure I will share what I have come up with...I am still working on it...though...

Gravvy- I made her laugh so hard she turned RED ...

I would like to tell her that I want to pack her up and take her with me, but I dont want to scare her or put her off in anyway.... Or maybe it's me that's scared...I think I've become a little attached to her and idk if I like that cuz it makes leaving her hard. There are only a handful of people, if that, that I am attached to and when I leave them I always think something is going to happen to them when Im not around...IDK.

I had a dream about T last night, or lack of T. I was sitting in her office and it was dark with a little bit of light shining thru a window (odd because there is no window in her office); furniture had been moved around and not in a neat way at all...the couch was sitting awkwardly in the middle room T's chair was behind the couch and her desk was behind the door...i was sitting in her office waiting for her and she never came. so i ended up leaving...idk what that was about...it was just so weird. I'm not good at analyzing dreams, but I will say that I have a huge fear of being forgotten, esp by people I consider to be important to me. Maybe that is what the dream is portraying..idk...