LLT - I think the dream says it all. The empty space T will leave in your life and in your heart will not be filled. And that is "OK" . Life forces us to move forward, but it is almost like moving furnature from one home to another. We may set things up as closely as we can to what we had in the other house, but it is never the same. And as nice as a new house can be, we miss what we had.

Your T will NOT EVER forget you. And I think you know this. And you will never forget your T. The emotions of grief you will go through with the changing of this relationship are going to be hard. But they are real and very honest. Allow yourself the freedom to cry or do whatever you need to do to process this change. It takes a wonderful soul and brave spirit to be able to feel as deeply as you apparently do.