The "contractor" that is renting one of the bedrooms here gets me so mad. He is not reliable whatsoever. I don't know if he is a "honest" person. I do know he is struggling and having some hard times. He lost his house this past summer. I do know if his work history is the same as he has shown here it is no wonder he isn't getting much work. I can say he does excellent work tho..

ANYway, besides the rent not being paid yet for December, work that he hasn't completed here and has been paid for the work, he told AJ he'd give him "HALF' of what he can get for the refrig, washer and dryer in the garage. Turns out for the washer and dryer he will give AJ $75 and $75 for the refrig. "rolls my eyes" because the washer and dryer are only two years old and I know he got more money than $150 for the washer n dryer...So I am really irked.....

Well he brought his little grandson here for the day. He was glowing like a pregnant woman, so happy to have his grandson with him. He flashes that smile and all the things I am angry with him vanishes and I am under his spell. Isn't just me that melts under his smile, even AJ's dad says the same thing...........

I don't know if this guy is for real. Guess my guard is up "that is until he smiles". It is the "compassion" that surfaces when under his spell. I oh so well understand difficult times and nobody around to care or help. I pray he isn't going to scam AJ's dad, AJ, and me "big time". ALthough in a way he could be "scamming" us now little by little. But I am not even sure if he is. He did pay half of the rent due the other day......He does work hard when he works. .... Just talking and maybe by later seeing what I have typed I might get some insight into this situation. If it is even a situation or I could be over reacting.... which I tend to do a lot lately...

Tis the "Holidays" and no need to be worrying and fretting now..... We all deserve a time to enjoy, be with family, and celebrate the season...Taking off my "thinking/worry" cap and will let go of all maybe needless worry.