1963.Susan:
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YES YES YES YES YES!!!!! boredom. unrelenting, crushing boredom. nothing is fun, nothing is enjoyable - it's not living, it's simply surviving. which makes suicide seem a lot more attractive for me.
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After my original answer of never enjoying anything, what Susan said here rang so true for me. I always wondered what it would feel like to live instead of just survive.
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ilazria:
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I also hate that it seems like Bipolar is on my mind EVERY DAY. I'd like to have just a few days where my thoughts and conversations involved nothing more than simple life. I wish I could just forget, just for a few days, that I'm Bipolar.
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My New Years resolution is to try to forget what bipolar illness has taken from me and focus on what I have that's positive in my life and give to others with what I do have. Maybe by doing this, I might not have to remember every single day that I'm bipolar.