I understand about the voices and I understand about not wanting to turn yourself in.

I have been in unsuccessful therapy for PTSD myself and they used the wrong treatment; they expected me to deal with flashbacks on my own, to "Just get out there and deal" and I couldn't.

I had to deal with punitive mental health professionals.

it was h***.

I know how you feel.

If you do get help, I hope you get better help than I did.

Wishing you the best,

Billi