Well we spoke for about 5 minutes last night. I called her just to wish her a merry christmas. It went ok, we didn't touch on any of the important subjects but I didn't really want to on christmas eve. She slipped up and called me babe, which kinda leads me to believe she still has feelings for me. I also slipped up and told her I missed her, so much for playing it cool. I got a bit choked up and she could tell, so I hurried off the phone before I really broke down. I dunno, gonna try to forget about it and put on my happy face for christmas today.

Merry Christmas.