That is mostly how I feel. I may not be in the best place financially or emotionally, but I have a clean conscience. Maybe it's just hard for me to understand how others, like the ones I previously described, can even sleep at night. I guess it will just take time for me to laugh at the bad people in this world. I mean, back in high school I felt this way too but now I look back at those people and just laugh because of how fake and superficial they were. I think I will continue to have a bit of an issue with my faith and spirituality, but I will keep searching for it.