Maybe you could share with her that you'd like to pack her and take her with you in the sense that you are afraid you're going to be unable to find a new T that you have such a good working relationship with. I mean when it comes down to it you want to find someone you trust, who trusts you, and with whom you feel like you can share anything with and feel essentially totally safe. You want someone you can connect to, someone who you feel like you can always depend on to be there and lend a listening, nonjudgmental ear. From past experience you know that you don't just walk in to a T-client relationship and everything is just toaly right, but rather you have to invest time, money, and emotion. You are probably nervous about the possibility that you meet with a new T and he/she totally dismisses you or doesn't "get" you. It's absolutely scary to start with a new treatment team. I get that, but you have your T now that you an process some of this with. Again, I urge you to tell her about it now before you don't have her anymore and you're left dealing with the uncertainty and the nerves on your own. Again, good luck with the transition!