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But inside I was empty. I always thought that I had to do something for people to be my friend. I thought I was more fun when I was drunk. I thought the only way to get a man to like me was to let my boobs hang out so I'd be attractive, and the only way to get attention was to sleep with a guy the first time we hung out. I would say "on the first date" but I've never been on a date! My "dates" meant meeting at the bar, getting drunk, and having sex. Not being picked, given flowers, taken to dinner and a movie, and a kiss on the door step. When I was drinking, my ambition was zapped. I thought I was slated for only a few things in life.

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I can relate to the whole thing, but mostly that quote. I'm so happy to be sober, happy, joyous, and free. I'm so glad you are too! Thank you so much for sharing.