Well another Lovely week (sarcasticly said) I am officially deleting Dec.22 about until probably at least so far dec.28th from my calender forever nothing good has happened in many many years for me this week.Started back in '84 my father passed away Christmas Eve,jump ahead some '93 my ex got a call from his elderly aunt who lived 10 min away on the 22nd she wasn't feeling well at 2 am he got there in 10 min to find her already dead of a massive heart attack(she was an RN ,thought she would have called 911 not her nephew )we buried her 2 days after Christmas,ahead to '99 broke my kids had to find out earlier than I would have wanted there is No santa,2005 my son one month into chemo didn't know if he would be around the next year and my husband walks out 3 days after Christmas,'06 IRS froze my accounts all of them until Feb of '07 claiming I owed them $120.00 yes not thousand hundred(they were mistaken they owed me $20 but still held my assets frozen from mid Dec thru Feb no Christmas again,lets see '08 my husband has a girlfriend last year his first relationship in 3 years since leaving me HOW NICE NOT(by the way we are still married we talked tonight ,sounded like they were fighting ???maybe she'll leave him Justice,Karma,probably not)and this week well I lost my heat the day after our blizzard 2 feet of snow,shoveled out by Monday night,my dog Baby 12 years old took a bad nosedive healthwise and we had to bring her to put her to sleep very very unexpected,no one to come repair furnace due to holidays and snow,Christmas Eve I was alone tired depressed freezing etc.just another week,month etc here no decorations,no presents for the kids,I did get a call someone could look at the furnace today (still freezing ,luckily I have an electric blanket for myself and kids after doing his a couple years back) he could come out for $90 an hour I had to decline no money for him ...well maybe Monday been freezing all week now whats a couple more days right ...I am declaring this week deleted LOL all I can do is Laugh to keep from crying anymore or going completely off the deep end.....

I can only Hope and Pray 2010 will be better ...and I am an Aquarius and its our time supposedly for the next 12 years .......