I am trying to think what it could be. Only little petty stuff surfaced. Must be something big for me to write all these posts about food. Is it food? Or maybe there it something about this girl is triggering me.?

Sure hope I figure it out. Because the more I think of it I know food is not the issue. I have "always" given or shared whatever food I had to "anyone" being friend or stranger....... This just is not me to be complaining about food.

You mentioned boundary....I never knew what boundaries were, that is until I was in my mid 40s. I always respected others boundaries. I guess I was never an "invasive" type person.. Bottom line is I never knew I had rights until my mid 40s. Learning to set boundaries isn't easy for me..

I confuse myself sometimes.. Stuff surfaces and I don't even know why? Tired of saying I am a basket case so I will continue to try to "figure out" things.......