The numb, numbness is an accurate emotional response (at least for myself).

Even to this day, I am so amazed that the solution for the complexities that strive between my ears is ssoooooo simple.

From the begining of my journey, there were a few things I realized that I really needed.....

Persistance.......

Determination........

.......and a wholesome, healthy spiritual discipline.....

The last being the most important, because without asking for that......from a god of my own understanding.......whatever I concieve him to be.......I would not be posting this post.....right here...right now...

.....and to relieve myself of self-doubt.....I tell myself....my story....

.....just not as much as I used too, because "asking inside" does work!