I am mad at the world for my problems. My attitude , which once was a good one , has gone bad. I don't understand why people do the things they do to hurt others , that includes me. I hate myself for being a part of the human race . I have lost all trust in people , even the ones that are trying to help me. This is going to get me NOWHERE. I am frustrated , angry , sick , weak , confused , full of nothing but negative thoughts.
I would be better off dead , but I don't want to die. I feel numb , lost , with nowhere to go but down in a bottomless pit. Most people here are good and hopefully can understand where I am coming from. I could ramble on for days on end and get NOWHERE . I am my own worst enemy.
I just wish I could see some light . Everything is dark , full of gloom and doom. I can't even enjoy a simple movie. What is wrong with me?