Miss Laura, I know how tough things can get. Even without depression our emotions can be pretty overwhelming. I was the family downer this Christmas and it's not fun. I've been invited to hang out with some friends on New Year's Eve, but I haven't decided if I can go and put on a happy face or not. If not, I think I will see a movie by myself to keep from getting myself more depressed by staying at home. Is doing something out of the house by yourself an option for you?