(((((MissLaura))))) if you started crying like that you probably needed to. All alcohol does is lower the threshold for setting off the tears. Don't worry abot the friends having to hug you, because I bet that they felt that they were at least able to do something to help you, and that is a great relief for those who are friends with someone who is depressed. Our loved ones can feel so helpless. I'm also sure the pub has seen worse than you crying with your friends
Glad that you had a good Christmas and were able to get out some. It sounds like a good plan for New Years that you have, too. Huggggs.