The most difficult thing about it is that all my treatment options are limited to what this dr does- no one else will go beyond the obvious reasons to find the source of the constant severe pain because i have a dx of PTSD and DID.

If the pain doesn't get better because of the injection yesterday it's so horrible to live like this. i don't have the strength to do it. i hate having a psych dx- no one will ever treat me for anything physically wrong.

What i went through was horrific and i can't do anything about it.

Going to the dentist doesn't compare- Caroline- i know that you're trying to help, it's ok.
i know well what happens at dental work - i was a dental assistant for six years- i invented the part to deal with the dental fear and passed the nat. boards and worked in the field. This Dr was sadistic. It wasn't like a normal procedure. This dr didn't want me to ever come again to him for help. i'm sure that i was tortured on ppurpose.
i can't do anything about it though and now have no help at all if that 'procedure 'didn't help.

i hate my life. There's never any recourse and no one ever believes me.

It feels like it will never get any better. i hate being abused as a child and having no one believe me and it's even worse when it happens when i'm an adult.

tears,
kerria