Hi Serenity,

I don't have children, so that's not a concern - and you're right, if you do have children, that would be a worry! However, I did end up in a psych ward overnight once before and I don't want to do that again. I was really scared there, and it is the last place I would want to go again. It was because I was having trouble with wanting to commit suicide. I'm not going to hurt myself now, but I am having a lot of trouble with suicidal thoughts, and if the doctor were to ask me about that - it would be hard to know what to say that wouldn't risk landing me in a psych ward. It's also hard because I have been on a lot of antidepressants, maybe 10, and none of them helped...some of them made thigns worse. So it's very confusing. Anyway thanks for listening. Maybe I should try to contact my counselor. I don't know.

Take care,
ErinBear