Hey Lonegeal,

Thanks, Ye suppose the pub has seen a lot worse than me crying. I apologised to my friends as its not nice someone crying on you and in public too. I guess I haven't properly cried in a long time and I suppose it was time I did do that. I think I forget that my friends are having to live life with my depression too and its not only me who has a lot of new things to deal with. I hope my friends know I needed it. I am not one for hugs and my friend said that she was surprised I let them hug me. Guess I needed a hug too!!!