So today would have been our 2 year anniversary. I know two years isn't a ton of time, but today hurts. I promised myself I wouldn't make a big deal out of it, I promised myself and everyone else I wouldn't call her but this is torture. It hurts so bad. Just spent 20 minutes looking at pictures of us together. All of the memories, the smiles, hugs and kisses has all turned to this. I saw us living together by this time. We both did, we were so adamant about us living together by the end of this year. As strong as I felt the over the past few weeks, it feels like I've gone back to stage one today. I'm just having a really hard day.