Stefano,
please do not think that your problems are unimportant just because there are others who are suffering in a different way. Very few people would wish to be in the position that you are in of having to work the whole time, and you are as deserving of our sympathy as anyone else.
Wishing you the best in terms of trying to get a good work, life balance, and finding some joy and happiness in your life.

I apologize with those who have no job at all and are in dire straits. Thank you for reading. But please spend your time replying to someone with worse problems.[/quote]