It's not bad that you don't want to celebrate or that you feel like staying in. I just know that for me, when I stay home alone on a holiday I tend to wallow in my aloneness. Last New Year's Eve I got drunk and became pretty hopeless. If I don't feel like being around friends this year, I intend to treat myself to a movie in the theater, without company. Its kind of like being alone in public, away from the isolation that can lead me to self destructive thoughts and behavior, but without forcing me to interact with anyone. It should be a good distraction, too. If you think you might spiral down by staying home, that's one idea for getting out of the house and still basically do nothing.