Tryingtobeme

There was a time just a few short months ago when I felt the very same way. I had no point to going on and was angry at anyone close to me as they just didn't seem to understand at all what I was dealing with and/or going thru.

BUT...and I hate that word somethimes, you have got to reach down deep deep inside of YOU and find that one little thing that makes you want to crawl out of where you are. Anger at your parents is okay...but don't let that anger control YOU! Try to channel that anger productively.

I found when I was very young and hated my parents and what they had done and continued to do was eating me alive as I let it consume me. I had an Aunt tell me that instead of wishing them hurt, and pain, get my revenge by becoming BETTER than THEY ARE!!!!! I had to be the one to break that cycle....

Please...look deep..there are many that care about you in the world..here on PC..and even those you have yet to meet. Become that person that is better than the name calling, the emotional abuse and the mental abuse. If you can...go stay with a friend or favorite family member if only for a couple of days. Get away from them for the moment and regroup and rethink.

Please...call a crisis line...or PM me. I'd be happy to talk you thru this time...I'm sitting in front of my computer for the rest of the night, so I'll be here.

You are sooooo much better then they think your are....Let's prove them wrong shall we?? Let's see what can be done to address what you can do first to get away from an explosive situation. Then slow down a bit...We might be able to help a bit more if we had a tad more info on what was going on? We are here to help however we can...

Let us know how...