White Iris
I agree with Petunia. I have just been there - yesterday with my T and then with my Dr - and wasn't able to hold stuff together.

Can you tell Deedee and vicki that they can have their time but not now? Perhaps you can tell them when you can give them time? I don't know, I'm no good at this myself; all too new for me to be much help.

I find doing something rhythmic helps mine. Swimming is good for me. The memories get processed a bit without all the pain.

Do you have anything you can take to calm you a little? Not easy with an exam, but what about a herbal remedy? A relaxation tape?

Wish I could come up with something useful for you. Thinking of you all even tho I can't be much use. Sorry.

((((((((W_I))))))))))) ((((((((((((deedee))))))))))((((((((((vicki))))))))))))) ((((((((((((((((((others)))))))))))))))))

Caroline