I am Srilak and 31 years old.I am so depressed about my relationship with a close friend.
He is 6 years elder than me and professionally a driver. But I am an executive. I love him so much and his family too.I love his wife and two sons very much. (sons ages 13 and 5) I speak them brother and sister because they are like my own siblings.
My friend is bit alcoholic and I do not like that. Now he is 37 years old.He does not like to give up alcohol. He is so aggressive and treats me sometimes very badly. I am so sad. I do have only this friend such close and I feel I wanna die when he scold me. Specially when he is drunken, he verbally agressive to me. We do not meet very much regularly. Therefore I wanna have a phone call regularly. He replies me often but very agressive to me sometimes. I feel embarassed. I feel extremely sad when he scolds me. Sometimes I wanna speak with his elder son, but he rejects it.
I have given so much things to him. Money, various helps, Love and Affection like a younger brother.Why he rejects me like this?I know him very well and he knows me very well. We are so close. But he rejects me sometimes. Specially when he is drunken. (Actually I have objected his alcoholism for sometime because I do not want lose him and I love him so much). Even his wife knows that. Sister knows how much i suffer from this. Even she suffers from this.Why is this? I feel I am lost . Please help me . Before I die......
Thanks
Sri lak