omg, how did I get thinking about this so far ahead. I am a 12 stepper, we take it one day at a time. Geez, I think I had too much time on my hands, lately dwelling on the above question. Went to my meeting tonight and was reminded that nothing really has changed and that I need to detach with love. Safety first, no matter how much water under the bridge (cause not sure it is love, but it was comfortable). Trouble is if I wrote this at all it maybe should have been in Relationships. So all in all I guess I know the reason I wrote about...ruminating and there is nothing that can be done...only waiting...that is it!

There now is better...for now.

Thanks buddies.

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