i cant do this eny more i just cant i cant deal with the pain I go up to my mom and tell her im not going to sleep at least not in my room

she askes why

i explain to her that nowing that i might not be able to cuddle pebbles (my cat) because if we dont have a home is to hard i cant sleep when i lay down cause pebbles wants cuddles and its to hard and sad to cuddle her noing i might not be able to

then she says to me so your going to make the cat suffer by not cuddleing her?

shouldnts she being trying to help me and not put me down about not cuddling the cat?

she should be heloung me im going so through so much and its hard cause it breaks my heart to have to let go of my cat and all she cares about is how the cat feels

so apperently im nothing apperently the cat should be happy and i shpuld cuddle the cat and i should have to suffer I love my cat so much expecily because she was my grandmas befor she died and thats why i dont want to cuddle her because it hurts to much to let her go

I cant do this eny more i just cant