It's good to reasure yourself, she didn't say that to you.
Your not a bother, you don't follow her every day?
So seeing her a couple of times is not bothering.
She says I am not... then if she said that.
Do you not believe her or trust her?
That's a question.
Unless she knows what she has done wrong then she might say sorry...
confidents isn't easy but the more friendly faces you meet the more you feel confident in yourself.
If you really need her, have you tried telling her that.
As well can be a hard thing to say for your T.

Hate is such a stong word!