Please bear with me...I'm just sooooo durn angry with people!!! These are the people that are supposed to be closest to me and they just don't have a freakin clue do they????

You tell a friend " I hate my life" She responds, knowing I'm at rock bottom in my life, "then do something about it" " you always say that" and she's and RN!! My daughter....if I could reach thru the computer..I would probably smack her.

I'm dealing with a lot....I'm about to be homeless if my SSI doesn't come thru this month, I have no phone as they cut it off, I'm lucky I still have internet. My daughter can spend 100's on her in laws for gifts....knows how broke I am and all she can say is " gee I hope you sell the fridge" OMG...SHE'S a SOCIAL WORKER...also knows my recent DX...has no clue about what I'm going thru.

Why are people sooooooo stupid when you need them the most????? All I ever seem to get is smart A*(^ answers or a severe lack, of what appears to me, to be a total lack of understanding???

I'm sinking in my personal life, it's falling apart, I'm trying to deal with other issues about an adopted child, and I just can't take much more of being alone and noone understanding.

I keep praying for strength...but I'm sure having a hard time finding it today..