Hello Stellla31. I, too, have trouble making and keeping friends. (and I'm bipolar) I have only 2 close friends at all. Maybe it's not YOUR fault that the friends you have made have used you and gossiped about you. Maybe it's THEIR fault. No one ASKS for that type of treatment. I don't believe ANYONE deserves it. REAL, true friends don't do that to one another IMHO. If you ever need to talk to someone you can send me a PM. Take Care!
-Jen-