Sometimes reality is scarey for others. But like you have gone through and most of us, there are times things like this happen. It is just part of the addiction process. If all we do is talk about how it has changes us around and how much better our lives are, what happens when someone is in trouble and all they read is that. Are they going to be able to find some kind of support there? No, I think not. We need to tell it like it is, good and bad in order to have it all out there in black and white so when others need something when they are going through a hard time, it is there for them. This is just how I feel anyway.

Allan, sometimes an outsider