((((((Irish me))))))) hang in there. Do you have a temprorary place you can go to until something else can be found.
I think one of the reasons those around us just turn off is that they just bottom out. That's not your fault or mine, just part of human biology and psychology. This is a hard illness, and if it were anything else, they could apply for respite services. Another problem is that it is a scary illness. Not everyone can tolerate looking into the depths we live in. I think they don't understand because for them it would hurt too much. HUUUUGSSSS and if you can, keep in touch so that we can know what's happenng to you. will be praying.